need.

ok, now everyone thinks that i'm happy with my life now, but.. actually not.
they thinks that i'm strong, but hey! it just the outside of me.

They never know the pain i felt inside,

seriously, i think i need someone.

to share my joy,
to share my pain,
to complete,
to fulfill,


but who?

only heaven know, i guess....

hear the music plays

songs in my mind now. (i put them on my blog playlist)

Colbie Calliat - Bubbly
*Well i really loves the part; 'Cos evertime i see your bubbly face, I get a tingles in a silly place ;)"

Colbie Calliat - The Little Things
*I Love this song so muchhhhhh! i love every part of this song, don't know why. tehee*

Goo Goo Dolls - I'll Be Your Crying Shoulder
*Since i heard this song, i really wish someone will be my crying shoulder hehehehehhehehehehe*

Nicole Scherzinger - I'll Be Your Love
*Original Song by X Japan, baguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus banget. nangis gw pertama kali denger lagu ini!*

Ashley Tisdale - Someday He Will Come
*Really wish for this one. hahahah :D*

sick sick

i feel so dumb in LOVE, seriously.
can i just be.. heartless? ;(

please.

another post

hey guys :)

Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin yah bagi yang ngerayain :)
asik nih banyak dpt anteran ketupat dari tetangga :D

hehe. akhirnya ngepost lagi,, and.... FINALLY IT'S HOLIDAYY.. yeay! :D

liburan ini ga ada kerjaan n rencana liburan yang pasti sih,, rumah gw abis di cat ulang (bahasa kerennya renovasi.lol), jadinya ya gw sibuk beberes kamar aja..
trus juga yaaaa kerjaan gw apalagi kalo ngga begadang, ngegambar, ntn youtube, baca onemanga, main game, CHATTING, sama ngotak ngatik adobe.. haha :D

ooya, my bebe Cynthia, mgu dpn bakalan pergi ke Aussie, gw sampe skrg gatau bisa nganter ato ngga.. tp yg jelas mgu ini gw mau jalan sm dia.. woo, i can't wait to see her :D

yaa. apdetan ttg gw sementara sampe disini dlu,,
belum ada inspirasi tulisan, puisi, karya, maupun apapun dulu sementara.. lagi mampet nih :(

:)

Well it's 3:41 AM, and i still awake. shh.

I had a GREAT day today. :) gw bangun jem 8 pagi, trus tidur lagi sampe jem 12, trus ke sekolah buat pendalaman materi mate gitu hehe. (pdhl PMnya mulai jem 9 pagi loh), trus latian drama buat kebaktian senen.. gw yg tdnya ga main akhirnya dpt peran jadi MAMA. (pantesan gw dipanggil emak ya hahaha :p) abis itu tanpa direncanakan gw ikut Wira, Sanjaya, Fifi, Mia, n Danur ke Puri, buat nyariin kado si Kevin yang katanya bday bentar lagi hehehehe.

Pertamanya nyampe Puri kita parkir di Carefournya (emang dasar si Wira peliit gamau bayar duit parkir ahahahaha) trus lgs deh kt cari makan, abis itu kita makan dsbdsb sampe akhirnya pulang haha. Lucu bgt sepanjang hari itu gw sama Wira kesetrum trus, gatau kenapa tegangannya dia tinggi kali ya -____________-

Udah lama bgt rasanya ga jalan rame2 dan ketawa2 gini hihihihi. pkoknya it was fun today <3
Ok, udah lama gw ga ngepost, dan kayanya gw bakalan jarang bgt ngepost cos i don't have nothing to share with rasanya heheheheheh :)

have a blessed Sunday all, Gbu :)

feelingLONELY.

Have you ever felt like this?

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wah udah lama ngga ngepost ya. jadi kangen juga. haha.

3 hari lalu gw dibeliin laptop juga (akhirnyaaa), kayanya ini tuh jadi benda kesayangan gw bgt dirumah. (walopun gw gaptek bgt, ngga ngerti mslh vista sama skali dan dr kmrn sibuk misuh2 gara2 byk program yng ga jalan heheheheheehe.

truuuuus mgu ini sibuuuk sibukk bgt rasanya. byk bgt tugas yng dikasi, n gw kebingunan sendiri gmn nyeleseinnya -____________________-
dan lagi smua guru main ngusir2 keluar aja kalo ulangan dpt jelek dan ga bole masuk ke kelas sblm test lg dan dpt bagus (sigh*)

banyak tugas dan sedikit waktu. 24 hours isn't enough for me!!!!!
apalagi disesuaikan dengan kebutuhan tidur gw yng emang kebo bgt mah ga bakalan cukup.hiiks.

about lovelife saya dan kawan - kawan, si nyem temen sebangku balikan lg noh (bener kan apa kt gw.. putusnya cm shari lg hahaha), si cyn makin seneng karena makin deket sama si "cowo koreanya", devi gatau deh tuh sm si andrewnya, kynya sih aman2 aja, roland masih merindukan yng itu tuhhhhhhh, sedangkan gw??
masih jadi pungguk merindukan bulan kali ya hahahahaha.